i may be different towards the guys i “go out” with. the type i am as of this moment, with the guy i’m somewhat with is different than how i was with the others before. i will make fun of you, but not in a harsh way. i will not make you tie my shoe or walk me to class, unless you insist. yup, i’ve changed a bit. i will not force you to call me at all, only if we need to talk. if you can’t, then i will understand. i’ll let you go out, hang out with your friends.. as long as you know what you’re doing and being responsible. i won’t take advantage of you and force you to be my bitch. act like my bitch, and i’ll force you to stop though. i want both of us to be independent on almost everything, unless we really need each other. i won’t let you spend lunch with me everyday, because i’d want you to hang out with your friends. i wouldn’t want you to leave your friends over me, it’s suppose to be “bros before hoes” not the other way around. i’m not a hoe, but you know what i mean. i’ll tell you the truth, if you’re being corny or if you’re doing something wrong. i’ll sacrifice almost anything if it helps you for the better, as long as it isn’t giving up myself.. for example, if you needed to go to a different school than me. i’ll let you go if it helps you, i’ll convince you to go and not feel guilty for not staying. i’ll make sure that things won’t change because of small differences. i’ll do anything to make you happy, as long as it doesn’t make me depressed and as long as it isn’t giving up myself. i’ll let you choose sports and education over me, because i know it benefits you. i’ll come to your games, cheer for you and your team. i will scream my ass off =) i’ll totally embarrass you, as long as you won’t be mad.
there are disadvantages though. i am a jealous ass bitch, so i will confront you or question you if i hear something. though, i will not try to assume anything. sometimes, i have moodswings. i’ll be upset with you one second, then smiling at you the next. i might push you away at times, if i need to be alone. i won’t open up to you about every single thing. sometimes, i won’t tell you anything personal about me. trust me, there are more disadvantages. no doubt about it. i am one uptight short girl. hahaha, but i do try my best to make my boyfriend happy and myself as well. i have many things to work on. i will change for my boyfriend, but only if it benefits the both of us. i will not give myself up, though. never, will i.